Calamity.

“….it will be interesting to see who’s still around years from now
Who will be there to call friend or foe;
Acquaintances; and the maintenance that will need to be done from past relations..
Pointless
The loves lost; the apathetic feeling one has against the world when everything is ultimately done….
The stories they shall tell of the untold
Fore what was really held in secrecy
Should we not dwell on what we never knew?
Or should we make a calamity of what could have been…an untouchable undying emotion that deeply supresses the yearning of the heart and the burning touch of the skin from the one you call lover and friend…
Those closest to you far by miles now…why?…inquiring of answers I will have to fend for myself….
I wonder if those who love me now will hate me later.”


Written By: Shaunda and Regina

Just a Release....

Comfort zone or stepping out my comfort zone , that is the question. See you have to realize that I feel as if I have taken a big step out of my comfort zone by going away to college but feel as if my comfort zone is where I truly want to be. This is only natural right? Yeah you would think so but the type of person I am I feel that you can’t expand and grow until you are exposed to new lights and levels of life. Hmm…let me repeat that..you can’t expand and grow until you are exposed to new lights and levels of life. I feel that coming back home, yeah sure I’ll be back with my friends, better program for my major, but would this just be reverting back to my zone of comfort and when college is all said and done where does life go from there? Of course I believe your destiny is already written out but I also believe you have different paths you can take, meaning sometimes you can decide your own fate. I often realize that your mind set is everything, with me it is, if I set my mind to it…initially it will be done BUT in this situation it’s a little different. Of course I wouldn’t mind transferrin to a new but old scenery, different people but will these different people just be like the other ones? Hmm. I guess that’s another thought I didn’t ponder, but sometimes you just have to let things flow. I am counting down the weeks left in the spring semester yearning to be home, but I’m wondering at the end of the summer, will I be ready for another transition. I’m making my situation different next year whether or not I transfer or not, I will be extremely focused. Everything happens for a reason I suppose.

Just a quick blurb, back later with a another blog.

For the Analytical Person

Spring break week definitely came and went, was definitely a blur. For every old person that exits your life does a new one come in? For me that seems to be the case. To basically sum up spring break for me, it was random more random then spontaneous, very chill, very frustrating at moments, but overall one of my better spring breaks. Of course laying on the beaches of Puerto Rico would have been ideal, but I’m glad I stayed home for a change I’ve gained a lot of opportunities and surprisingly became closer with my girls. So I’m sitting here wondering what this blog should specifically be about, I know a blog is suppose to showcase your thoughts and emotions but it’s just not my style to get that personal on here, just a personal person, so I speak loosely on events that might inhabit my life. So I want to title this blog “For the analytical person”.

I have fell victim to being that damn analytical person that analyzes every move every moment without letting things just fall into place like they should. On the other hand I can be the person that just prefers for everything to flow [very dependent on the situation] maybe it’s just better that way. Let’s see you have anal-ytical, but if you are not analytical about things won’t you be considered insensitive? Here goes my analytical side analyzing the thought of being an analytical person. It has its high roads but it also in turn has its low roads, can it be an ultimate turnoff? So maybe let’s just surpass that subject…

I rarely update this thing but when I do you can see when something weighs heavy on my mind, I’m one of those people to hold off these types of things when I have a million and one things I could type about.

Hmm…so over this break I did find out some interesting things, last Sunday the girls and I were up doing girl talk. Found a list of things “A Guy Should Know About Girls” and vice versa. It serves as good conversation piece especially with a group of girls and guys just being able to throw your opinion out there it’s a pretty good time I must say.

Speaking of the list, What really is the take on guys being fell led on? Really is there a problem for guys and girls just to be friends without putting much thought into it. What ever did happen to casual friendships, hmm who knows.

Well I’m done with the randomness, this blog really is a assortment of idea’s and questions maybe I can turn into bigger blogs later.

Later Days Kids.

Blurb.

Sometimes you just don’t want to be left in the dark, but you have no choice but to. Have you ever been so scared of something that feels so good, it is kind of hard to fathom. I sometimes feel like I am in that position. I’m learning everyone has their own story and that you have to be understanding of others stories and just not your own. Everything is sometimes left a mystery, I don’t want to be in the dark especially if I care this much.

Just a short thought.

I smile...a lot...a lot more frequently.

I guess my whole "new years" resolution is working in my favor.

Time

So this will be this first blog in a while lets see what could this one could be about...

I was thinking that maybe I need to cherish these college days more than I do and stop overanalyzing everybody every damn day. I'm sitting here surrounded by all my girls and realize that I probably won't have these day in about 3 or 4 years. Where I have no worries in the world pay hardly any bills and the only thing being asked of me is to further my education when will this ever happen in my life time again. Hmmm never. As much as I want to go against the grain of not having a new years resolution maybe one is called for in this type of situation.

News Years Resolution: Become more free spirited.

I just need to realize these are my younger days I have to realize these are probably my friends for life and I'm pretty content with the bunch that I have chosen.

On the other hand life has chosen to deal me a different set of cards, maybe I shouldn't jinx anything so I won't speak of it just yet. :D

Well this is a rather short blurb of what was on my mind I shall be back later.

Sooooo......

I need to commit to this blog thing, I'll try to update more sooner than later.